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[Saturday
July 22nd, 2006
3:28pm
]
i lied.

the real new lj:

dramallamaalert


sooorrry.
lj is so confusing.
:[
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[Monday
July 3rd, 2006
12:04am
]
you remember how i said we took pictures with the bands at the show last week?







i'm in love with the one in the plaid on top.
uhhh.
yeah.
that's all for now, really.



NO ONE EVER COMMENTS MY LJ ANYMORE GODDAMNIT.
YOU ALL SUCK.
AND I JUST GOT A SKEETER BITE IN MY EAR.
WHAT THE FUCK.
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[Wednesday
May 31st, 2006
11:04pm
]
i'm really quite depressed about being carless.
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[Sunday
May 7th, 2006
11:53pm
]
for those of you without myspace:


i am going to get these glasses:


http://www.framesdirect.com/framesfp/Eyewear-tcmasb/r.html




probably in grey.
maybe in fucking LEOPARD PRINT?!
that would be insane.
INSANELY AWESOME.



how i'm going to convince my dad i need new ones,
i do not know.

ideas, ideas.



and yes,
i was so excited i decided to make an lj update about it.
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[Tuesday
April 4th, 2006
10:19pm
]
[ mood | crushed ]

uhmmm ...



i miss derik keith love more than anyone ever.
and i was okay until just now.




guess i'm not sleeping tonight.

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[Monday
March 13th, 2006
11:40pm
]
what the song "sex and violence" by the expoited reminds me of :



Derik , SLC Punk , Hunter , Taylor , Turney, Bridgeport , amazing times yet to be had .



"sex and violence" makes me feel :





very sad , happy , excited , giddy , pumped .




Odd how one song can make you think of so many things and make you feel so many emotions .
.. even though three of those emotions were basically synonyms haha whatever.
Sorry I just thought of this.
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[Sunday
February 5th, 2006
1:21am
]
[ mood | content ]

show was tonight


it was okay
not as good as last night

mainly because
a.) jabo took my car and i about died
b.) i left after it ended
c.) there were hardly any people there
d.) i was in a shitty mood most of the time


BUTTTTTTTT.
apparently, the bassist in brents band is interested in me.
and that excites me very much so.
but he's shy and won't talk to me.
:(


but maybe next weekend (maybe? if my dad lets me out of the house) they're going to have a mario party at his house and i'll go. ;)

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[Saturday
January 28th, 2006
11:58pm
]
[ mood | chipper ]

this entry is mainly directed towards emily hayes, i don't know if she reads lj anymore but. yeah.

i wrote my first attempt at beat poetry tonight and i was wondering if you think it's any good?
we've got the beat

we should
get together
make some music
piece together words and notes and words and notes
until they form
a chemical bond
a physical bond
unlike any other.

because i want to
sway
these hips
lick
these lips
feed
my internal hunger
for your mind
no
for your music
no
for your body
no
for your every thing.

and i don't know about you
but i
i love the sound
of feedback
of sly smiles
of rich voices
of heart-wretching stares
of intensity
of obsession
of the very core
of your inner being.

and i love the sound this city makes
when it burns
when it sizzles
when it falls to the ground
because of us
because of our words our notes our hips our lips
because i love to hate this city
and because i hate to love this city.

and i'm sorry
sorry if i may seem
a bit explicit
if you think
a girl like me
shouldn't be
saying
things like this
feeling
things like this
being
things like this.

and i'm sorry
if you think i should
hide
ditch
ignore
what i feel inside of me
inside of the "soul"
that i do not have
the "soul" that i do not want.

you see
i just want to make some music
sway those hips
lick those lips.

because we've got the beat
we've got the beat yeah yeah.


(sorry for eating everyones friends page alive)
i'd love any input anyone has!

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[Monday
November 28th, 2005
7:15pm
]

i miss childhood.
& london.
& going to see musicals.
that is all.
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[Tuesday
November 15th, 2005
5:02pm
]
[link]what i want for christmas


if everyone gets together you could do ittt.
c'mon guyssss.
it's the only thing i want.

[i know it seems like a rediculous christmas present but i've been lusting after them for months]
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[Thursday
November 3rd, 2005
6:07pm
]
i update too damn much.





you should be jealous cause i don't do that kinda shit for you.
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[Wednesday
September 7th, 2005
12:34pm
]
1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
my answersCollapse )
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[Saturday
August 20th, 2005
9:59pm
]


friends only.
comment to be added.
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